The Monsters Dream

Timid and alone
Unwanted and unneeded
But she says other wise
Did you see her open her arms and
Heart to me?
Were you there when she whispered
To me the secret that she had been hiding?
It was elegant
The Secret kept me awake
Like a shot of adrenaline I kept walking I didn't know where I
Was going or how I was getting there
All I knew is that it had to be done.
Could you tell me who I am walking by?
I seem to have gone blind to the fact of
Listening to my heart.
Could you wake me up if my nightmare
Got a hold of me?
Or would I be stuck in the wave of fire
Frozen beneath the surface
Don't let drown
The oxygen was too much to handle.
Funny thing you think
A child in a cradle oblivious to the surroundings
A kid in a bed watching his closet
A man lies awake staring at his ceiling.
Tell me is that what i am waiting for next?
The angel comes and goes but the nightmare stays
My heart becomes swallowed by the memories I can
Not erase. Please don't let me sleep my dreams keep
Me insane
I am not turning into another prodigy for sick and
Twisted dream
Like a Frankenstein in a live body
Like an angel in the enemy haven
I can stand up alone
But the journey itself I cant handle alone
My angel is here but I'm scared to see what may happen
If I wake up.
Tell me is it safe to stand up?
Or is it a trick
A plan?
Or a blast to send me to the alternative matter.
O' let me sleep its nothing I haven't seen before
I am done with running from it
The indecisive matter of mind is no longer standing
Let a sleeping dog lie
Let a human being sleep
Let a monster dream

Review
This is about my internal thoughts of my dreams
sometimes I feel I cant handle them and other times
I cant wait but see them
I wrote this to see if i could understand where I am coming from.